Monthly Archives: June 2010

Night Wind

Through the open window trickles cool airsoft caressing my back’s skin so bare.Eyes closed tight I still try to seethe place you should be next to me. Was it just a dream? So it surely seems.Did I imagine your facehere … Continue reading

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Try Not to Miss Me

I’m leaving.  Don’t worry, I’ll be back.  I might even be here while I’m away.  My vacation starts tomorrow and let me tell you- I can’t wait.  I’m going to Portland for a few days.  Then I’ll rent a car … Continue reading

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5 Things I Learned on Xanga Today

I’m taking a cue from the ish sites.  They put out list after list after list.   I figured if they can do it, I can too.  I realize this might make me look lame.  I happen to not care so … Continue reading

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Shaving a Cat’s Nipple

My very first job was a vet’s office.  They advertised at my my high school for a vet clinic assistant/kennel aide.  The job sounded fairly easy, low braincell requirement and was within walking distance- so I jumped at it. I … Continue reading

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People as Social Experiments

Awhile back, Amateurprose wrote a post about how we shouldn’t be ourselves all the time (this is a link, you should go read it).  His basic premise was that if we were truly ourselves we wouldn’t be fit to be … Continue reading

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Boobs (Edit:Picture added)

  Just didn’t want to miss the bandwagon.  Plus, I could use the footprints/views.  I’m needy that way. That’s as close as I’ll get to posting my boobs for all to see. Sorry. It’s a self-portrait done based on a picture.   … Continue reading

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Silent Heart

I am a silent heart; I beat a secret rhythm, felt by so few needed by so many.   I am a silent heart; I sing in solitude, seen not heard felt not understood.   I am a silent heart; … Continue reading

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Why I Choose to Live

I’ve been talking to four, yes four, Xangans in the last few weeks that are suicidal.  I haven’t quite figured out why I am the person they come to, but I suppose they could choose worse.  Granted they could likely … Continue reading

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A Sarcastic and Exaggerated Post (with a post script)

There’s truth in here…you just might have to look between the lines.   It stormed last night.  I just looooove storms.  I mean I hate how pretty the lightening is, and gawd, the smell of rain makes me want to … Continue reading

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Trying to Stay Awake

I don’t really have anything earth shattering to say.  Not that anyone has come to expect that from me.  I’m at the USO (lounge at the airport for the armed services) volunteering.  Been here since 10 p.m. need to last … Continue reading

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